Blurgh....

Feel tired and listless today. Very difficult to work up enthusiasm for anything.

Have had a busy day too. Started with a meeting. Never a good thing at the best of times, let alone a Monday morning!

And the day just sort of slid downhill from there.

Came home tired and headachy to have to make dinner from nothing as there was fuck-all in the fridge as well as clean the sodding kitchen becuase El-Shitebag in his hypochondria, has lost the ability to clean up after himself at all now and has gotten into a pattern of using as many cups and plates etc as he can and leaving them all in the kitchen for someone else to do!

Fucking Arsehole.

God - that man needs to GROW THE FUCK UP!

Put kids to bed with NO help from El-Shitebag who was dossing on sofa with a coat over his face to block out the light. Settled Gemima down and then went to ASDA to do shopping for the week. AGAIN!

Cannot remember the last time El-Shitebag did any shopping for the house other than the odd loaf of bread from the corner shop. I think I have been the only one doing it for about 6 or 7 weeks now.

Of course, he paid his half of the bill money into the joint account then paid a £700 solicitors bill (how the fuck did he run up THAT much of a bill?!) so he can't afford anything else this month - which includes contributing towards food.

Great - so I get to pay half of all the bills AND ALL the food, AND the kids school dinners! Fucking Amazing!

*Sigh*

I am SO sick of this shit.

So now I am tired, headachy, pissed off, and generally feeling pretty down. Just want this all to be over now.