Back to London

Oh God! Coming back to London is always a bit of a downer but even more so over the last couple of weeks. Today was no exception and neither Aaron nor I wanted to leave.

In fact there was so much procrastination on both our parts that we missed our 12:30 departure plan completely and ended up leaving just after 3pm!

Aaron was quiet in the car on the way home and told me that he really likes it at Keith's house and that he doesn't want to go home. We had a long chat about what the future might hold in terms of Nick moving out and where we might live. Poor kids - things are so unsettled for everyone at the moment.

Got back to the house to have Nick send the kids upstairs so that he could "have a word" with me.

Turns out that Gemima had said something along the lines of "you haven't loved mummy since I was born"! Don't know if she did say that or not or if he is doing this to stir trouble amongst my family but suffice it to say a long and arduous conversation ensued, filled with his usual twisting things and refusing to accept responsibility for things and throwing up stuff that happened 5/7/9 years ago!

Told him to accept responsibility for his actions and stop being so bloody manipulative all the time - he is not smart enough to play mind games with me and get away with it!

Tosser!

Sitting up in the loft now, freezing cold. This house doesn't feel like my home at all. Selling it is becoming more and more appealing.

Still - Decree Nisi is through and I can apply for Decree Absolute at the end of April. With luck this should all be done by the end of May.

Fingers crossed... watch this space!