Here we go again

I am a yo-yo... apparently... at least that's what I feel like.

Every six months I go through this.

up... down... up... down... and so on and so forth...

And now we're on to cycle number 4.

I know - its probably easy for people to read this and think they know what I am talking about and think I am being selfish or thoughtless... but I am so rarely selfish or thoughtless.

Sometimes I need to put ME first and its easy to judge someone when you haven't walked in their shoes.

I don't really have much in the way of emotional capacity at the moment.

So for now I am going to go and hide in my head for about a week.

Someone wake me when its over....